DigitalSyntax

Yep, I am now 20 years old. Going to spend the day with some close friends, then it's back to the usual, I suppose. Either way, I suppose it's not to finally surpass teenage years. Dunno what much else to say, other than I hope everyone else has a good day as well.

Yeah. Turning 20. And honestly? I am not looking forward to it. At all. It's not necessarily because I'm turning 20, or anything of the sort. I mean fuck dude, I'm gonna be turning 20 in five days. I survived this long, right? It's more of a "if a tree falls in the forest and no one's around to hear it, does it make a sound?" sort of thing. Almost every single one of my birthdays, if I was lucky enough to not have some Murphy's Law bullshit blow it up, has always been nothing but crushing loneliness. Yeah yeah, I know, "lol so edgy, almost cut myself on that edge bro", what have you. I get it. But I'm serious. Despite my many, many atte